WHAT? NO DETAILS?

Most women are detail oriented. We have to be to juggle the tangled webb of demands throughout our day. Work, kids, family, sports/hobbies, church, chores, cooking....the list is endless! If we aren't subject to watching details then things tend to go amuck.

There have been many times that my father in law will hang up the phone from a conversation only for my mother in law to call right back and ask for specifics. She's "detail oriented." He is not. Many of you in the female gender know what I'm talking about!

That being said, I can tell you right now I am uncomfortable in the military scenario of not knowing details about my son's duties! Or deployment. It's hard to not ask questions or want answers. Not out of being "nosy" but out of genuine care and concern and wanting to be involved in his life so I know how to pray for him and know how to support him. We are a close family. And because of that it's hard for all of us...

So. I sent my son off with very few details given. To me, he's going off into the great unknown and that's just plain hard. He's going to be thousands of miles away dealing with who knows what and all I can do whenever we can communicate is tell him how WE are doing? Ahhhhhh........I don't care how old he is, he's my beloved son and I want to know how he is! LOL "Fine" just doesn't quite fit the bill. It helps, but doesn't quite satisfy.

During his school years our son would come home and I would ask.."So, how was your day?" "Fine..." "What did you do?" "Nothing..." Oh good grief. Come on now! Tell me more than that! :) I want the five W's...who what when where why and how. I'm a journalist at heart. Writing is in my veins. Writers want and need details!!! Sigh...

I do a lot of family research. The need to know details is what drives me to dig deeper and harder and longer on any given line. I'm the family sleuth... 

But, here we are again. Back at a season where we'll get few answers. And it drives me nuts. All we can do is trust that GOD knows the details that we'll never get. He can do more for our son than we can any day. We've given him a solid foundation in life. Now we just have to give him to God in this, believing that our all knowing Lord of Lords and King of Kings will handle the details. "Fine" will be good news. And I long to hear that word on a regular basis. "Fine" may not mean "perfect" but that's the word we'll pray to get. And one little detail I forgot to mention? God knows all the meanings behind that one little word....this is one scenario where I cannot dig for answers. I have to let it go. And simply trust....and breathe.

LCain